I need a moment. Just a moment. A moment for me to escape.
My mind’s running. Thoughts of confusion, anxiety, nostalgia, running through my mind and flooding my helpless little soul. I need to take a breather. Perhaps just for a day or two, to let all these emotions drain out and for me to start anew.
Why can’t I let go?
Sometimes, yea I’d forget about you, you won’t even appear in my mind. However, you seem to always appear unconsciously. As if, you are always here, haunting and bugging me.
I really need someone who I can totally trust for me to drain all emotions out; drain all of my worries, thoughts and confusion out. It’s been a while since I’ve been able to honestly trust someone wholeheartedly for me to be able to tell them everything.
This isn’t me.
I’m not someone who is conservative. I’m someone who needs to let go of my feelings in order to move on. I can’t keep up anymore. I’m not that strong to keep everything to myself and be emotionally dependent.
Lord, please help. I need somewhere or someone to escape to.
“Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
– Isaiah 41:10